|HI, my story is this,I got pg and had a baby girl at 20. two and a half years later, I got pg again,...new relationship though,...to my now husband,...carried to 11 weeks, and lost the baby,.. dr.'s said it could be a fluke,... I could try again,...so I did, three months later, I found out I was pg,...great! carried and had a baby boy!!! but my husband wanted so bad for a large family,...so we have tried again,...three more times,.. thats four misscarrages to two live births,..I find myself asking why? with no real answers to be found, I have had all the bloodwork, and my babies have been tested for chromosone defects and all, nothing shows up,..anyhow, if thats not hard enough,I hemeraged last time around durring the d&c and had to have two of them in a row to stop the bleeding,.. this time they want me to wait it out,..misscarry at home,...I'm scared to death that something is going to go wrong,..
I was 13 and1/2 weeks when I found out for this one, I geuss the baby is developed to 12 weeks,..I'm close to 15 weeks now,.. even though I know there is no heartbeet,..I dont know what to expect about delivering it at home, and how safe it is,...can anyone give me information???If I dont go naturaly they will do a d&c after a month,..I'm scared of waiting that long, but thats whats recomended for me. And as far as having more children,..it's only a fantasy for me, as I'm not going to put myself at risk any more, when I was blessed enough to get my girl and boy, I am having a tubal soon after this ordeal is over. I've already signed all the papers. I get so sick while pg,.. I am now 28 yrs old, and my kids are 3 and7 I'm going to stop trying for what I feal is not ment for me, and enjoy my blessings!I do wish all of you the best with whatever decission is right for you, weather to keep the faith, or except the alternative.I don't mean to be offensive in what I write,..I'm just hurting, and fealing so alone, and right about now, I want this whole thing over with for me.If you have advice for me my email is email@example.com,Thanks for hearing my story.